Today I became myself
The person I am meant to be
Today I let go of expectations
The ones that only I could see
Today I embodied myself
The woman I have always been
Today I chose to love the flaws
The ones before, I thought were sin
Today I have realized myself
The path ahead is one I freely choose
Because if I dont start living for me
It is truely myself I would lose
Monday, October 8, 2007
The Gift
Last night was the first time
i made love becuase I wanted to
It was the first time someone made me groan in bliss
Such a life changing experience
to know who you really are
after trying for so many years
That night of unselfish passion,
a gift more precious than any,
I became a woman, in the arms
of a woman.
I was a stranger to pleasing you
I wanted to kiss you where i should
and lick you where i could, and
make you feel as beautiful as you made me
I know I probably failed at satisfying you completly
but you never let it show
You were so gentle and slow
I thought I fell in love
when i was tangled in your naked arms
while you slept.
When I woke in the morning
the smile never left my face.
But it wasnt love
It was intense self discovery
it was unchecked pleasure
and pent up eagerness.
I thank this woman for opening me up
to a whole new world.
You were a gift.
i made love becuase I wanted to
It was the first time someone made me groan in bliss
Such a life changing experience
to know who you really are
after trying for so many years
That night of unselfish passion,
a gift more precious than any,
I became a woman, in the arms
of a woman.
I was a stranger to pleasing you
I wanted to kiss you where i should
and lick you where i could, and
make you feel as beautiful as you made me
I know I probably failed at satisfying you completly
but you never let it show
You were so gentle and slow
I thought I fell in love
when i was tangled in your naked arms
while you slept.
When I woke in the morning
the smile never left my face.
But it wasnt love
It was intense self discovery
it was unchecked pleasure
and pent up eagerness.
I thank this woman for opening me up
to a whole new world.
You were a gift.
Storm Waltz
Beneath my feet
the cool green grass tickles
Beyond the trees
the riders of the wind, call
The sweet smell of sunset
brings a smile to my face
The ripples of the river soothe my soul.
Clouds rolling in carry life
The raindrops soon fall to meet the earth
The thunder streaches across sky
and dances with the lightning all night long.
The flowers of my garden are watching, drinking, and laughing
until the waltz in the heaven ends.
The cool green grass
is covered with liquid crystals
as the sun rises and shines
through the presents left by the storm.
the cool green grass tickles
Beyond the trees
the riders of the wind, call
The sweet smell of sunset
brings a smile to my face
The ripples of the river soothe my soul.
Clouds rolling in carry life
The raindrops soon fall to meet the earth
The thunder streaches across sky
and dances with the lightning all night long.
The flowers of my garden are watching, drinking, and laughing
until the waltz in the heaven ends.
The cool green grass
is covered with liquid crystals
as the sun rises and shines
through the presents left by the storm.
Night Sweats
Tonight I dreamt of you
Sliding the blanket off the bed
Then starting at my toes
You licked me all the way to my head
"You are dirty," you said,
the candle flame reflecting in your eyes
I was just about to protest
When I felt you slip between my thighs
"Not yet" you gently tease
as you get from the bed to the floor
"Tonight's a night you'll remember,"
"Tonight's the night you will beg for more"
Anticipation is making me tremble
I wait naked in the crimson silk sheets
I almost thought you forgot me
Then you slowly spread apart my feet
Soon my limbs were bound
Each were tied to a corner post
And what happened next in the dream
Is the part I love most
I woke up
I woke up to you lying next to me
Looking as tempting as can be
So I rolled you over gently
And did what in my dream
you did to me.
Sliding the blanket off the bed
Then starting at my toes
You licked me all the way to my head
"You are dirty," you said,
the candle flame reflecting in your eyes
I was just about to protest
When I felt you slip between my thighs
"Not yet" you gently tease
as you get from the bed to the floor
"Tonight's a night you'll remember,"
"Tonight's the night you will beg for more"
Anticipation is making me tremble
I wait naked in the crimson silk sheets
I almost thought you forgot me
Then you slowly spread apart my feet
Soon my limbs were bound
Each were tied to a corner post
And what happened next in the dream
Is the part I love most
I woke up
I woke up to you lying next to me
Looking as tempting as can be
So I rolled you over gently
And did what in my dream
you did to me.
Empty
Inside the hollow space,
theres an ache
I need something to fill me up
For too long I have been a full cup
I want to share, and dare
and be dared
I'm full but I am empty
Why dont you see me?
I have more than I can handle
and all that you need
to be complete
But I am me,
You are you
and this thing that we do
is empty.
There are things inside
waiting as they hide
to be found, and used, and tried
But I'm tired of waiting
to share this aching
of the hollow space of my mind
theres an ache
I need something to fill me up
For too long I have been a full cup
I want to share, and dare
and be dared
I'm full but I am empty
Why dont you see me?
I have more than I can handle
and all that you need
to be complete
But I am me,
You are you
and this thing that we do
is empty.
There are things inside
waiting as they hide
to be found, and used, and tried
But I'm tired of waiting
to share this aching
of the hollow space of my mind
Laugh
It happened so fast, first you would grin, then you would laugh
I saw the spark in the beginning and I waited for the flame
then it came
The fire burned our lips, to the tips of our toes
we fumbled and crumbled in eachothers hands
and we landed on the floor, our arms wrapped, and
our tonuges tied, no room for lies
just the passion that happened
out of nowhere, with no cares, and too many fears
this has been building for years, before i knew you
i could feel you yanking my heart
twisting my gut, looking for that place to start
where my hands should begin to caress your chin, and your waist, then
your face, and my mind wouldnt stop, first me, then you on top..
it was over too soon, even though it happened so fast,
I can either remember or regret, this is now in the past.
but we can still laugh.
I saw the spark in the beginning and I waited for the flame
then it came
The fire burned our lips, to the tips of our toes
we fumbled and crumbled in eachothers hands
and we landed on the floor, our arms wrapped, and
our tonuges tied, no room for lies
just the passion that happened
out of nowhere, with no cares, and too many fears
this has been building for years, before i knew you
i could feel you yanking my heart
twisting my gut, looking for that place to start
where my hands should begin to caress your chin, and your waist, then
your face, and my mind wouldnt stop, first me, then you on top..
it was over too soon, even though it happened so fast,
I can either remember or regret, this is now in the past.
but we can still laugh.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
power
Theres a power in me
and every living thing
its the power of life
that makes the blue birds sing
Its the song of the wind
its the strength in the trees
Its the mystery of the waves
and the passion of a fire ablaze
Its the laughter of a child
the wisdom of an old man
Its the love a family
and the fruit of the land
Its the joy of communion
its respect for the earth
Its the new journey of death
and the miracle of birth
It the love of the goddess
In you and in me
Its the energy of divine
that makes everything be
and every living thing
its the power of life
that makes the blue birds sing
Its the song of the wind
its the strength in the trees
Its the mystery of the waves
and the passion of a fire ablaze
Its the laughter of a child
the wisdom of an old man
Its the love a family
and the fruit of the land
Its the joy of communion
its respect for the earth
Its the new journey of death
and the miracle of birth
It the love of the goddess
In you and in me
Its the energy of divine
that makes everything be
Friday, October 5, 2007
Winter is Coming
The snow is falling heavily, from the leafless trees
The temperature is slipping, so as they drop, they freeze
The sun is shining brilliantly, on a blanket of stunning white
But he is running swiftly across the sky, to meet night
Night is waiting patiently, stunning and cold
Ready to take over when the sun drops his load
Just beyond the horizon the sun falls into sleep
And in this curtain of darkness the stars start to leap
The moon is dancing merrily, playing hide and seek with a cloud
Singing her lullaby to the strong weak and proud
Behind her is a trail, of stardust and dreams
So in the morning the sun, can follow her lead
In the twilight before dawn, the moon makes her way
To that spot in the horizon, where the sun went that day
Racing toward morning the sun is eager to find
That trail of dreams and hopes, his precious moon left behind
The temperature is slipping, so as they drop, they freeze
The sun is shining brilliantly, on a blanket of stunning white
But he is running swiftly across the sky, to meet night
Night is waiting patiently, stunning and cold
Ready to take over when the sun drops his load
Just beyond the horizon the sun falls into sleep
And in this curtain of darkness the stars start to leap
The moon is dancing merrily, playing hide and seek with a cloud
Singing her lullaby to the strong weak and proud
Behind her is a trail, of stardust and dreams
So in the morning the sun, can follow her lead
In the twilight before dawn, the moon makes her way
To that spot in the horizon, where the sun went that day
Racing toward morning the sun is eager to find
That trail of dreams and hopes, his precious moon left behind
Thursday, October 4, 2007
The Box
My views on god/divine are summed up in the comparison of of the box. Its a box that people since the beginning of time have tried to speculate what is inside. Some think it was the messiah, Jesus. Others Allah. The multitude of ideas for what is inside this box is endless. There could actually be nothing in this box. But my point is, since we will never see inside to verify any of these claims, who am I to say one theory is right, and another wrong. They both have an equal chance of being true... or being false. I cannot logically state that God the Father sent his son to die for my sins, and the only way to heaven is through Christ. I can assume that position, but I can not prove it. If I cant prove something, how can I condemn another for not believing? If I cant prove to you that I can run 100 miles without stopping, why in the world would you believe me?
I think when it comes down to it, the only reason at all, that I can find to chose a religion is to improve my life through the community and friendship that comes along with it. My religious practices involve bettering myself, my community, and my world. I have no judgement of others beliefs because they are not mine.
If religion is what people need to keep going, more power to you. But for the love of life, and all that is good, stop the hatred, discrimination, condemnation, war, and death in the name of a religion that is just an unproven speculation of the inside of a box that we will never see.
I think when it comes down to it, the only reason at all, that I can find to chose a religion is to improve my life through the community and friendship that comes along with it. My religious practices involve bettering myself, my community, and my world. I have no judgement of others beliefs because they are not mine.
If religion is what people need to keep going, more power to you. But for the love of life, and all that is good, stop the hatred, discrimination, condemnation, war, and death in the name of a religion that is just an unproven speculation of the inside of a box that we will never see.
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